You don't need to take your own life. That is not fair to you. You cannot let the world do things to you and let them convince them to make you hurt yourself. That's how it always is. Good and kind people get hurt and then they start to question themselves while those that should be questioning themselves do harm to others and move on as if nothing happened. None of these things that happen to you are your fault. It just so happens that sometimes we find ourselves knee deep in crap, we don't know how or why we got there but we have to find a way through it. I know you're young and you've been through a whole lot and it's really tough. But there are people twice your age that aren't holding up as well and you should be proud that you have been strong enough to get through all of the things you have. And through all of that you keep your heart. Trust me when I say that ain't easy - I'm still trying to get mine back...

So darling you keep your head up because you CAN get through this. Seeing the T might be scary for you. But all you can do is go there and speak from the heart because that seems to be working quite fine. And remember you aren't alone because you got people here rooting for you.

Be safe,
NoCake