I finally talked to him about it. Not to find out if he comes. No, that I already knew because he would pull off a condom filled with liquid, which was evidence enough. But just to connect. He knows that he is unusually quiet. That other men scream etc. But he. Cannot scream on purpose. I said that sure, nobody needs artificial scrimmage.

He smiles during thrusting though!! This is so unusual. I told him about it many times. Each time he says that this is because he does not hide the fact that he is excited to be with me. How sweet! And no woman in his life has ever noticed that he smiles. He thinks that that could be because they did not open their eyes. I do not get it. No lady in his forty seven years has ever cared to open her eyes to notice something so unusual and delightful?