Thanks for the advice,

Yes you are right there is no reason for her to come to my home and definitely not going to let her see Jason's room. I think I told her before that is where he died. She crossed a line asking that!

I think she should interview some of the other people in the group that have lost children to heroin. This isn't just about me. I think I will tell her to come to the next meeting and do the interview there and interview me and some of the other members. We really could use the press to get the word out about the group.

I think it is more than just bipolar, it is how I am. I have always had a hard time telling people that certain things make me uncomfortable and to just say no to things.