Does it ever end? I can't cope if life is going to be like this forever. It doesn't seem to matter what I do or what drugs I take, I am forever descending into the black pit of despair. What do I do? I have a good mental health team working with me. I've been in hospital once and really don't want to go back. What else can I do? Why won't it go away? I just want to be left in peace, but the demons won't leave me alone. Can anyone help me?