I want to feel like my thoughts and feelings matter. Everyone around me affects me so much. I'm a puppet constantly being pulled in every direction except for the one I want to go in. People's actions, or inaction, towards me controls my life. I need some guidance. I need for someone to tell me it's okay, I need for someone to reach out to me and keep me on track and be there even if I pull away from them. I have goals....I have a vision that seems so unattainable due to all of this. All I want to do is succeed......