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Originally Posted by heyitsme7
I also feel very lonely at times. for some reason i feel like people actually know what I have been doing because the morning I get back to school I get a lot of salacious looks in return. I also notice that on the days I do this, people are not as social with me as they are normally. It seems like everybody knew beforehand, so they decided to ignore me in advance because many times I am being brushed off to the side and i don't know if guys actually felt like this in high school. Has any of you been there, done that?
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Buddy, we have ALL been there! It may be news to you but EVERYONE does it. If they say they don't (especially high school boys) they are lying! It is not gross. It is completely normal for a kid of your age. The only reason you feel like people are acting strangely like they know is your paranoia because you feel guilty about it. Don't feel guilty at all and I think you'll find that amazingly people won't be acting strangely to you anymore. It's just your perception.
I suppose that having a boyfriend/girlfriend would alleviate your feelings of loneliness. And if you were sexually active with them it might help this appetite for masturbation but you really should be in love to be having sex.
All-in-all, your feelings are the same ones we have all had. Don't let them get you down. Believe it or not, this is the best time of your life. Enjoy it. Masturbate discretely in private when you want to. Many of us even use it to relieve stress and anxiety! I know I do!
