Completely agree. Idle mind is a devils workshop. I definitely struggle with anxiety & depression has manifest because of that. My sleep pattern has been ****ed for years. Im 23 I should have so much life in me. I just want social gatherings, a future, a gf..

I've been to a few occasional buffets & during brief positive interactions with pretty looking sorts I was wonderful yet pitiful inside. Knowing this is what I long for & knowing this is what im not going home to. Gazin from the taxi twilight at yet another missed opportunity..

I need to get out of this bed.

"I've been on the shelf too long & now its time to hear my song "