My therapist keeps talking about her other patients experiences with DID and cults. I have some memories of it but i am not sure if it is a cult or if it ( i dont know) My thearpist thinks it is a cult. but i only have so many memories of it. She also thinks i am DID. which scarry. I also have a learning disability so i know that i can't be DID if i have learning disbility because people with DID are smart. I dont know what to think. i just know i hate this . I hate being like this i just want it to end. but i keep trying to stay alive but it gets hard. then i have an alter aparently who goes and gives the pills i am going to od on to the wellness center here at college. so they also think im DID. My therapist also wants me to go to a group therapy . I dont do groups.i keep hearing a kids voice in my head saying i dont want to have a baby dont kill it. over and over and over. its driving me nuts. it just started last night when i was trying to sleep. I can't take it.Its driving me nuts. i have no idea what to do. I am trying to go to school but i am struggling. My thearpist also thinks its a good idea for me to be in a RSS program for supportive housing and to ahve a caseworker. she has lonly worked with me for a couple of weeks. does anyone have any of this kind of experiences or is it just me ??