No one is strong all the time. So when you are feeling weak you can lean on God and talk to him. And know that even the things that befell Job were not his fault. Though he went through many trials at the end of it all he had gained more happiness and riches than ever before.

You did nothing to deserve this and you are not a curse. Sometimes bad things happen to good people. But they cannot change who you are. People see a strong, brave, loving little girl, who wouldn't hurt a fly on the outside because that is what's on the inside. These are the things that define you - not your fears or doubts.

But whatever happens please remember that you are not alone.