Yes I talk to my therapist about it she tries to tell me I'm not a failure and to look at all the people that love and care for me, but it just goes in one ear and out the next. She will give specific reasons as to why I'm not a failure and I counter attack her as to why I feel I am. There's basically no winning with me when I'm like this it's so horrible. We spent a long time this morning texting then on the phone and she is trusting I do the right thing.