It greatly impacts my sense of self worth. I feel like something is wrong with me because I am not able to "fix" myself. And when I am hiding my level of depression to seem like my "normal" likeable self to others I feel deceitful and then ashamed.
I feel tired and sometimes defeated because coming back from a major episode is hard, constant work. Work only I can do...which is a little lonely.
On the upside,  I do know my depression well enough to know what things work and what things don’t. A good support system also helps.
Last edited by f.reliant; Feb 08, 2013 at 04:44 PM.
Reason: OCD. tidy it up a bit
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