Hi Amy,
(((((HUGS)))) I am so sorry to hear you are feeling so badly...
You said you don't have insurance... is there a place that you can go and get free therapy... I receive my therapy and psychiatry both free because of my income... many places work on a slide scale for care. It really sounds like you need someone to really talk to and help you through what you are dealing with right now. Last week my mind was going non stop... With a little med change and extra therapy it makes a big difference. You need to really check into everything that is available to you. You never know there may be a mental health place that works on a sliding scale that can help you... Please look... it really does help....
Somebody