I've been abandoned in this house with the dogs and no money
my roommate is helping her daughter at the other house for 4 days now. She hasn't called, i haven't spoken a word outside my head in days. I got hungry and the only person i could think of to call was the father, my perp.
i "paid off" my pizza tab and feel filthy and gross and stupid, and mad and really mad and really stupid and used and used again all for a pizza cuz i don't have any friends or any money around the house.
I sold myself for a pizza
what the hell, where were my protectors, where was my system to smack me upside the head and tell me or come out, and deal with the hunger.
i am betrayed by all, even myself, and selves
the pizza sucked too
-j