Hi, i would love to have some words of comfort for you but i am in not too good a place myself right now. i know how ypu feel. I am told by others that things will get better and because i can tell i am not thinking straight right now i am using their words as a lifeline. I have to lean on the hope of others since i myself have so little hope ..and that includes what people say here because i dont have many people in real life that i can share my darkess with. Can you do that too?