Hi everyone,

Let me begin by saying I'm 17 and I've been on multiple different psychiatric drugs for depression, anxiety, and OCD since I was 14 years old. Lately I've become very suspicious of psychiatric medications, and really all drugs in general...and the government which really ties in here (MK ultra, etc.). However, I've realized that it doesn't matter whether or not I think the government is using medication to control my thoughts and make me conform into being a contributing member of society, because I'm still 17 and can do NOTHING about it. It sucks. I would quit taking meds in a heartbeat. I want to stop my medication. I hate it. I think it's changing me fundamentally as a person, stealing my thoughts, and turning my brain into mush. When I turn 18, I plan on stopping medications completely. I've already stopped taking my meds once, which only made my parents and the doctors give me more, which really just made me more suspicious. What if this is all widespread mind control by the government to keep us all the same? What if we're medicating great minds and stifling amazing personalities? What if the "crazy" or "paranoid" ones really know the truth and are being labelled in order for them to be controlled and/or ignored?

I think about this a good bit and have started freaking people out/annoying them because I talk about it obsessively. I just wondered if there were any other people who felt the same way and also what other people think about taking meds. I could just be paranoid like some people say, but I really don't think I'm really the only one. I can't be.

Any thoughts/opinions/feelings are much appreciated as I'm very interested in this topic in general.

Also this was not meant to offend anyone in any way if you support/endorse the use of these types of drugs. It is just my personal opinion/belief.

Nomad