Thank you Michelle. You have managed to encourage me even though I know you are feeling so badly yourself but I know this problem is not resolved for me. Even now, I want to tell you that things can pass, that even though you feel down, dont give up, and I know you cant hear it, that my words wont have any effect, youve said so yourself. Im not kidding myself that I have any miracle cure for anyone, that we're all different and the causes of our depression is different for each of us and words are worthless in some cases. I just wish I could feel that what I have to give fits in somewhere instead of being resented or mocked. Dont worry, you havent made me feel that way.