Your post doesnt really say how old you are but I think its really hard to be young without the experience of life to really know what you enjoy and want to do with the rest of your life. I could never decide either, wasted time and money in college (havent graduated but might go back). It wasnt until my mid 40's that I found my true interest and its only been a few years that Ive been feeling optimistic enough about living to invest in some kind of future. Is this something you think time can help you solve? I understand the pressure to choose you must feel but it could also be that the pressure is making these choices harder/causing you to push it away and so choose nothing? Im sorry if this isnt really helpful but I do hope you begin to feel better about things.