for a while now I have been curious if the idea that I might have manic depression.

if I did it would be a fairly minor case of it but every so often my emotional spectrums will go from one huge extreme to another. And when I get this way I can get just down right mean and violent even physically so.

It makes me completely hate myself, when it comes about it can cause major issues with my partners. And I am sure it has played into my romantic life and not doing so well with keeping lasting relationships.

I have spoken with my councilor about my supesions, and hopefully we can begin testing for things and maybe I can start looking into doing an anger management class also.