Got my haircut today and it ended up being one or two inches shorter than I want. Insecurity and anxiety is incredibly high. I feel like despite positive reassurances and mentally trying to calm myself, that the world is against me and that everyone will make fun of me and hate me at school on Monday. I hate myself today... both the now seemingly dumb decision to cut my hair pixie style and the way I am so insecure and up and down, and such a fake inside.

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