i am sober and clean of illigal drugs today. i did not attend church because of storm in neast. i feel sore but safe. i attend aa regually and they care to know that i am okay. they benefit from my story and my shares, during discussion meetings. i like some aa meetings, other aa meetings have bullies. i avoid those meetings. aa helped me stay safe, while unsafe. members can offer good suggestions on living sober and well. tx