I use the computer here mostly. But it's my mom's. I say I used it about 60% of the time in the beggining. Now, I use it 30%. I have been doing this for awhile now. All my life so far, I have been a shy guy around the girls. I always gazed at the magazines of Victoria's Secret. Yes I know it sounds strange. But since I am a shy guy around girls, these pics make me smile and feel safe. My mother is kind of a cotrolling person and I dont like that. Other than njoying the pics, nothing happens between me and the pics. I just have them up. Nothing more. It all started when I was NEVER allowed to put posters up on my walls. So after awhile, I used the computer background. Experimenting with the computer screen. I would leave them up there even when I'm not using it to see if I would get yelled at because I would have them on there all the time. Even when I am not currently using the computer or at home. Like, I deleted all the default computer background pics Windows has to make room and replaced them all with these. For some reason which is quite stupid, I was never allowed to create my own account. In the end, as much as this sounds strange, these pics make me feel safe and welcomed in a world of hell. Also, howcome I never got yelled at for it?