I can't get any of those links working. But I checked out the maris site an she's a model. Anyway looking at girls in bikinis is a normal guy thing lol. They even have calendars with models posing on them. But obviously your mother isn't going to want to see that sort of thing. Maybe she just sees it as a normal guy thing and is ok with it as long as it stays in your room? Seriously if one of those ends up in the hallway...

But I'm not sure what you mean when you say they make you feel safe. What do they make you feel safe from?