i thought i would apologise to everyone:

i dont feel in touch with my supportive self right now, not for the last few days. i feel detatched from my deep thoughts, i know its only temporary and i know it wont last, but i just want you all to know that i still care, and i am sorry im not responding to posts.

you are all still welcome to pm me if you need me however. im still here for you guys.

i know you guys understand the stage im at, i dont get this often but i do know that it will blow over in a couple of days. i still luv you all hehe and i am continuing to read all posts, even though i dont feel my support would be of any use to anyone right now.

like i said, im not going anywhere, im sticking around. waiting to re-attatch myself lol. so maybe i will catch some people in chat. take care and thank you for understanding.

simon