I do appreciate you trying to help Sannah - I really do. But from where I am, it looks like I'm pretty powerless. I can't tell my dad, or anyone how bad its getting. That disappointment is too much for me to handle, and even cutting doesn't help like it used to. There's no way for me to stop feeling like this - and its not fair to force anyone else to try and solve my problems, particularly since there are people who are dealing with much worse than I am and doing just fine. I'm just not good enough. I'm sorry.