Maybe this isn't something that other people struggle with...I don't have the self-esteem issues that so many other are struggling with; I know that I am a great person; I know that I have so much to offer someone; what I struggle with is loneliness...all my life I have been so lonely; my parents moved me around all my life and I never have had roots anywhere...so I thought that once I got married I would be able to settle down and have a place to call "Home". My life is shattered, I've lost the one place that I wanted to be able to call home; I've lost my wife, it wasn't perfect, but it was something.
I am a wonderful person, I just have so much pain--I just have so much fear and distrust; I just want to feel safe, and I want a place to call "Home" where someone understands me and supports me; a place where if I'm struggling with some issues, then I won't be abandoned.
Thanks for your support, and thanks for lettin' me vent.
Jon