first of i was dx DID before i met this women. I just dont believe i am because it seem so unreal that I could be. second. i was having Flash backs that was cult related before i met her. i told her abou the memories and she said it was a cult. It was part of a Gospal church so i thought it was just that. I was also come from a catholic back groud so all i new was the catholic church. I did nto have the memories of a cult until my stepfather died 3 yrs ago. i was dx DIDyrs ago. I guess im in denial or something. Alot of people have said i am DID including 2 other therapist . therapist before that siad i am not DID but borderline, PTSD and anoreixia.I have always heard voices but sometimes it is specific phrases or words that i hear. i dont heave voices all the time though. i have memory laps of things i dont remmeber doing. i even have a psychologist at school saying im DID and he met one of my alters. I just find it so hard to believe. I am freaking out with all of this new insight. i lose time in the thearpist office and at school and im embarrassed but i do go back. i just want to get better. im tired of losing time . feeling suicidal having problems with body image and food and feeling depressed. i also hate the flashbacks and feeling unsafe all the time.thanks