So finally after a very long time, i went to my first appointment with my new T. Now i had known before i went in there that she would ask me alot of questions in order to understand me etc. But once i got in there... its like I froze. She kept asking me all of these questions that i didn't know the answers to, and the whole time my face was beat red because i was SO embarassed. Why was i embarassed? Got me. It was so bad though because i felt like such an idiot ... i want to go back because i want to move forward .. but its almost like i am so scared to open up because i'm scared of what i might find. This was so much more intrusive then with my counsellor at my old school... i want her back