Thank you all! I really appreciate your understanding.

I just want to also say that I'm sorry I do not give support here lately. I have a hard time thinking of uplifting words to say. I mostly stayed in CC because this forum is kind of my "hiding secure place" where I can say a lot without really saying it. I can say better through my poetry how I feel. Don't know if I'm making any sense right now.

Thank you all!