Yeah your gonna have to think long and hard but I agree with the others about getting out of this relationship. I don't think you wanna be with a guy who is gonna be emotionally abusive. You gotta do what's right for you no matter how hard it may be. Nobody likes the feeling that you can't be trusted especially if that person who doesn't trust you is the person you want to be with. He sounds like a bully.Be strong and stand your ground. You know what's right

You got this, good luck.