Instead of trying to get help to end your suffering, lets try to think of ways to end your depression, ok?

How about talking to your medical doctor and getting a referral to a good therapist? Therapy is wonderful for depression! The therapist helps us get to the root of our depression so we can put an end to it. If we know what is causing it, we can stop it. Plus if there are any other issues that need caring for, we can do that too! Ask your doctor about it.

If you cannot afford therapy, then just talk to your doctor about putting you on an anti-depressant. You can do that, right? An anti-depressant will replace the hormones, etc., that you are lacking, and that you need in order to feel better. Some of these anti-depressants take a little while to work, so you have to be patient when you start taking them. Others take just a week or two so ask your doctor when you see him. But PLEASE -- see your doctor, okay?

I wish you the very best. I KNOW you'll feel better if you get on the anti-depressants. They make me feel almost "normal" -- whatever that is. LOL God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee