Sometimes you can't even do baby steps and have to accept that. Today I feel so apathetic. I stayed in bed until 3pm. What usually gets me out of bed on the weekend is when I start having bad dreams or continuously bad thoughts. Then I move to the couch and turn on the TV to distract me. That's what today is like. At a minimum, I try to go sit at Starbucks with my computer for a couple of hours, but that wasn't in the cards today. I threw on some clothes and went through the drive-thru for my coffee. I've accepted that this is all I can do today. Tomorrow will be better because I will have work to distract me. I do feel some worth there and that's probably all that is driving me right now. But today is simply to be gotten through.