Purple daisy, I am sorry you are having a hard time. I felt the exact same way when I didn't have a job. I am an artist, so I know how it is hard to find your creativity when in a funk. A lot of times I cannot even work due to agitation, depression, etc. I have been taking abilify for about 5 days and trying to get used to that. I hope that you start to feel better soon. If it makes you feel better, at least you have a son! and he wants to have lunch. I don't have a family, husband, kids, etc. just me and my labrador.