Well, I've crashed after being hypo manic or manic since April. This is really bad. I want the mania back. I'm still feeling torn up because of the negative comment my husband said about my weight. I have very low self-esteem & that triggered all tha bad feelings I have about myself when depressed. Crying easily. I do see my meds provider today. Hope I don't cry in the waiting room. (I did that a couple weeks ago waiting for my internal med doc who is treating me also for vaious ailments).

I asked the receptionist to put me into a room. She looked up & saw the tears flowing & said there were no rooms available but she'd put me somewhere. Ended up in a closet (& I was grateful for that) until a room became free. Cried the whole time there. Crying now.--Suzy