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Originally Posted by PAYNE1
Definitely sounds like something is going on. Is your counselor trained in mental disorders? You need to see a therapist with such training to get an accurate diagnosis. I am especially concerned about the physical violence. I'm not sure that's typical of bipolar disorder. I am not qualified to diagnose, but if you do have bipolar disoder, there might be some borderline personality issues there, too. (Fairly common combination). Just a guess, though. But you do need to seriously address what's going on since it's affecting your relationships negatively. Okay?  |
I think the only reason it get pushed to being physical is because one of my boyfriends and I....well he kind of likes to horse around with me as so he puts it and he is younger then me at times this is fine but it gets to points. Where he does it so much that it gets on my nerves and I end up pushing him to get him off he thinks thus still me just horsing around and it just makes me even madder.
I hate myself soo much for being this way I do not want to be a violent person in the least. And the fact it comes out aroun one of my partners really bothers me. He is so sweet to me and it always makes me feel terrible to be that way.
Epically since on my side of things I am asexual toward him, we care for each other a great deal but sex between us is just not ever going to be something that will happen