hello! lately i cant focus on anything and ive beocme really disperse in class, and out of it too! iva had a lot of trouble at home lately and im not sure if thats the cause. its like when im in class i cant even look at the board and i space out, and when i look into the blackboard i cant focus on whats written there, and it seems like a big black hole thats just there and empty. sometimes when i space out i just stop listening to what everyones saying and its like a mumble of voices and i get really sad and feel like crying. Theres a tutor in my class, who is a teacher and stays at the back of the class observing everything and she called my dad because she noticed i had problems and i needed therapy. its not that im dumb either, because i used to get 100% in tests before, but my dad put me in a school where you didnt have to study and it was a mess because theyd give you worse grades if you had good grades, and if you didnt do anything theyd give you better grades, so i stopped studying since then. then i had like a year where i didnt study at all because i moved and we had a lot of problems.. has anyone else felt like this? is it normal? i feel like im never gonna get into college and be able to get a job. it makes me feel really bad.