I miss my old lifestyle too. i miss drinking beer until late at night and hanging out out front of my place socializing till ten or eleven. it was fun as hell! but I miss my healthy lifestyle that I got into.

Honestly, I thought by happily adapting once I was put on meds would make all the difference for me. I thought that by complying and never questioning that I would be the one to be better. lol...... still think that to a small degree.

but now I'm told that I am experiencing a normal range of emotions. i think that maybe that is right, but I sure don't know how to deal with a normal range of emotions. i have always been an extremist in everything. now I am not. so not used to it and yes, i do miss it.

anyhoot, thanks for listening.