I think that my bf is crazier then I am!
... Well, atleast more bi polar or depressed, or something!!!

When I started going back to get help, he told me he would be my support.... Then the other night, as we get to his house, he tells me that its all in my head and that the docs are feeding off my hypochondriac mind...

I've told him what all goes on with me.. He tells me that its all just in my head, and I tell him, ya it is.. I have some chemicals missing, or outta wack and we are trying to get me better... Then it just goes into an argument I never want, so I just sit there silent while he rants off about how I'm not crazy and its all in my head... HOW IS THAT SUPPORTING ME?!?!?!

Besides making him read books, how in the world do I get him to understand what is going on?! How do I get him to see that what I am going threw is real? I'm to scared to tell him my new dx for fear that he will do off the deep end with me... "Ya, I'm dating a skizo." ya, like that sounds good.... I'm great at hiding everything wrong with me, just because I have lived 27 years and learned how to just say, ya, i'm alright, with a fake smile. Who needs to know the truth? They won't be able to help, or change the past, so its just whatever...

I love him to pieces, and I just want him to understand what is going on with me! How do we do that?!

Bi polar 2, skizo, HPD, small bouts of depression when I have time to think about actions...