I need to have a place that I can put the thoughts I speak tucked away from family ,safe. Burning the paper does the hiding part, but where am I going with my thoughts, I can't remember what I turned around to pick up half the time. I should know if something is a new revelation or a recovered thought from another time. Am I running in circles or not. I think locking a journal away is kind of a joke, I can't remember where I put it or the combination to it. I have passwords written down in a place where they could easily be found ( yes , they are all in one envolope) or I won't remember where they are. Sometimes It feels like looking in the mirror and seeing the the same thing over and over.
Considering therapy talk again, but I'll freeze up on what to talk about...duh... *bury head under pillow* ...won't remember the session recommendations. Notebooks I guess if I could put them where...oh forget it.