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Originally Posted by Voltin
I need to have a place that I can put the thoughts I speak tucked away from family ,safe. Burning the paper does the hiding part, but where am I going with my thoughts, I can't remember what I turned around to pick up half the time. I should know if something is a new revelation or a recovered thought from another time. Am I running in circles or not. I think locking a journal away is kind of a joke, I can't remember where I put it or the combination to it. I have passwords written down in a place where they could easily be found ( yes , they are all in one envolope) or I won't remember where they are. Sometimes It feels like looking in the mirror and seeing the the same thing over and over.
Considering therapy talk again, but I'll freeze up on what to talk about...duh... *bury head under pillow* ...won't remember the session recommendations. Notebooks I guess if I could put them where...oh forget it.
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Hi Voltin, I can understand you on this one, this is one of the very reason I don't write down my thoughts in case someone finds them. However this is never helpful because it always good to get the thoguhts down on paper so to speak and out of your head... I know for me it is always better this way.
My suggestion would be does it have to be on paper or in note book. How about typing your thoughts and saving them onto a memory stick which you can keep with you at all times. There still may be the risk if someone finds it and tries to see what is on the memory stick but like I said you can keep it with you all the time. Like zipped up in your bag or pocket or something you carry with you day to day where no one will know you have it on, think of it as your mobile if you got one most people have it with them always throughout the day everywhere they are. Let alone anyone knowing all your thoughts you want to keep private as they shouldn't have acess to it. Just a thought but can be expensive sometimes but not always in getting a memory stick just for your person use which on one knows about. Best not to use one you use for other things in case someone reads some of the things you don't want to be found.
Sorry if I am on help and you prefer writing and this isn't a helpful solution for you. Wishing you all the best MIP