ACK!! T just emailed me a link to some kind of "healing chronic pain" telecourse that's given by a top notch gestalt therapist. He acknowledged that he knows it costs money (cuz obviously that's my biggest issue right now).

...And it just irritated me, right off the bat. AAARGH. STOP SUGGESTING THINGS TO ME THAT COST MONEY when I DON'T HAVE IT!!!!!

...The telecourse is in May....and if I end up with a job by then, then I won't be able to participate because each session is from 1 PM to 2:30 PM, one day a week for 6 weeks. If I don't have a job yet, then I won't be able to afford the $550 fee.

Irritated. Grrr.