it has been a few months since I posted in here, but these nightmares of cutting on myself are back and they are almost every night..

I have watned to keep it to myself, but I can not anylonger.. They are starting to scare me, for I actually felt the scare on my arm today
I wanted to scratch it, to make it real.. I wanted it to feel like it did in the dream.

I have had a lot of stress in my life the last two weeks with finals.. and I do think that is what might be causing this to come to a head agian.. Or so I hope so..
I just wanted needed to post so I could get it off my chest persay.
and hopefully have a night with out the nightmares tonite.

Good night all my friends.

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The light is around me now
I see it so clearly now
I feel him in my heart
Lord God has set me free.
Let me rejoice in you
Let me be free
I love the lord God.
I have been Saved by your Grace and love today...04/11/04