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(((((((darkeyes)))))))
I wanted to say thanks again for your input.
I am sitting here feeling oh so very bad and guilty that I did not finish the study guide/ outline. I hate it when I can't finish something... I should not be feeling guilty because this was not my responsibilty.. so typical of me... feeling guilt for others.... I hate the feeling of "failure"... (and I have failed in so many times in life

) Then my son adds to the guilt by being angry at me..or maybe he is venting out his own anger for not getting to his assignment. But then it is my fault because my son has always counted on me when he was in a bind.. Something I guess I taught him, which in some cases was very wrong of me.....I am off to bed...