Blue, Oddly enough, she said I don't seem depressed. I can't take anti-depressants, so upping zyprexa is what we do when my mood swings, it seems, anyway.

Hospital would be okay, I guess. I just wonder what would happen at home while I'm away. I guess if I can't make it this week without it, I'll go. I see pdoc in a week. Thanks for lovin' me.