Well I went to see my pdoc again which is a week after I last saw him, we are on weekly visits for now. Anyway I have not been having as much trouble but it seems to me he thinks Im somehow manic! How could that be? Idk maybe lack of sleep has pushed me over that edge who knows. Anyway my dad asked him if ect could help me again and he said yes we use it for both ends of the spectrum to bring me back to center again. But I said lets see what meds can help with and go from there.

I dont really want to do ect again untill I have to because its not fun to lose your memory of past events. Like my last hospital stay is a blur. So I figured we would hold off untill things get out of hand. I know sounds silly right but thats what I want to do.

So either way he gave me seroquel to help me sleep which I hope helps and he wants me to increase my lamictal untill I feel good again. SO wish me luck its alot of changed but I have faith they will work.