Keep in mind that many BPD's have a tendancy of falling madly in love at first site only to be triggered by them later and hate them. Part of that entire idolize/devaluate frame of mind and black and white thinking. I'm not necessarily against what you're doing and I hope it works out for you, but keep in mind that the love/passion you're feeling may be caused by circumstances and mindset. With that said, I wish you the very best in making it work out.