I have no experience with Asperger hon, but I feel so for you and the obvious frustration you are feeling. I can truly see that it is not easy for you, yet you somehow get through each day.

Have you thought about searching for an exclusive Asperger's forum? I have found this to help me.

Another thought - are you receiving any kind of therapy to help you come to grips with your dx?

My thoughts are with you.