Hopefully the seroquel with help with the sleep and agitation. And your positive attitude will help you through this too! The ect option will still be there if it comes down to that.

Awhile ago we talked about checking out the waves, you said something like you hadn't done that in awhile but like doing that. Is that a possibility? The ocean, or any body of water is so healing for me. I should take my own advice here and take my son down to the ocean after school today! But then again I can't bring older son cuz he's on ankle monitor. I could call in and say I'm taking him to an appt... No maybe not cuz if I get caught lying it could get him in more trouble...

I just know I miss the ocean and checking out the waves, it's only a 20 minute drive from here. And for you, Pensacola is soooo pretty with the white sand, water is so blue, I have some family there, had a nice time there. The ocean here is more green and mirky, but the salt water air so refreshing, and the sound of the waves are like the pulse of the earth.