i am going to go see a psychiatrist on the 19th of this month. to make the dx offical. The theapist thinks that i need to talk to the psychiatirst about medication to because i can't sleep and i have problems with PTSD symptoms and depression. i do journal but not as much as i use to. I dont have time. I am trying to go to college full time and i am failing some of my tests . i also struggle with a learning disability. even though i am getting help from the student with disability services. I have tutors and note takes for all of my classes. plus i am going to start meeting with the proffessor before the test to review.
does anyone get nervous and scared of people dressed in costums? or things like statue of things like on halloween. becaus ei have been like that ever since i can remember but i dont know why. I also Hate kids.. i dont know why that is either. I know it is aweful to hate someone espeically kids and i wish i didn't . i evoyed them by going down different iles in the store.
I am upset about failing and am not sure what else i can do . i pretty much live in the libarary. i am glad when this semester is over. i am so stressed out... i have talked to my therapist about it. she suggest keep trying it is only the begining of the sememster.