Healed...sneaky sounds interesting....share if you want...

CL...I'm so glad T called you back... Its tough when you share something that you don't normally talk about ....

I had a memory come back (apparently I suppressed it) of something I did that I am so not proud of ...and when it came back I was so freaked that I could "forget" such a big thing and so I felt like I had to talk to T about it...since I figured I was crazier than I thought... I was mortified... he told me he was honored that I trusted him enough to share... It felt good for about 2 hours and then I panicked about trusting him too much... I wish I would have called... I just suffered in silence so not to appear needy.

2 years later and now I know its good to need people and to ask for your needs to be met...