Thank you all. Day 7 now. Still forcing progress, as in getting up, is such a huge effort, when the days are long, lonely and boring. The ten minute walk to the shop is my excercise. I can't believe how frail I am ! All through doing nothing ! I couldn't look at my kitchen floor any longer and picked up the hoover, I did 4 rooms and had to rest in between. Felt like a huge task. I need to do more rooms, but was exhausted. I have to get up today, the hairdresser is coming ! Yippee ! Having yards cut off my long hair, and my natural blonde put in. A big job as it's been so long.
Really hoping the med won't cause weight gain, I can't afford a whole new wardrobe, and I feel already not huge, just chunky !
I'm not naturally a chunky gal, even when pregnant I was tiny. It's not vanity, it's what sits comfortable with myself.
The bf situation remains the same, he refuses to respond ! Unbelievable ! He won't even say goodbye, give me closure. I stopped texting , pleading with him, for a few days, but foolishly sent another yesterday, no response again. It raises so many questions, but hey, that's a different thread ! Thank you to everyone who's viewed and supported me, here.